Don't hand it in just yet. Your configuration is changing and so are your superpowers. IT does take time. The stroke that visited me was 14 years ago now. It took many months for me to be able to walk easily and many more to be able to drive. It was a year before I could read without seeing double {all symptoms have to do with the area of the brain affected, as you know} but I practiced. I, too, had to learn patience, and, most of all, to ask for help.

Help is there. You will be different and power will move through you differently.

Be gentle with yourself, my friend.