Hi Emily. One of your best. Great Piece. Unconditional surrender was my toughest nut {although my ego argued that strenuously} and has been the greatest gift Source could have given. It's all about letting go, and, yes, not often pleasant... until it is. The absoslute inner certainty that "I don't have to do this, Source can guide me through,"whatever this is for you, turns life into a constant flow of blessings. No Pollyanna glasses here, though I love her dearly. Not saying it wasn't tough at times. More than tough quite often. But, SO WORTH IT in every possible way. Blessings to you.