I have felt that from you, yes. I do understand. In this incarnation we’re all faced, as I know you know, with our deepest samskaras, our deepest karmic scaffolding, in order to transcend those patterns.
I was killed by a cobra once, during a temple initiation, and though this body was raised in a country where that species only lives in zoos, the aversion/shuddering persisted for decades. I did clear it, but I can’t say I feel entirely comfortable around the slithering ones. We have a negotiated ‘truce’. Negotiated on my part. They couldn’t care less, but participate out of a shared love of Gaia. I wish them peace and they stay largely out of sight. ;) Kind of like your kitchen knives. Luckily, avocados don’t require sharp knives.
Thanks for the feedback. I always appreciate it.